Not sure what I want to do with my life next. I feel like I desperately need a hobby.
I did want to start the food blog, but now that my husband is back home & once again monopolizing the kitchen & making meals a million times better than I could ever hope to, I kinda have zero motivation to do that anymore. Especially since everyone & their sister has a food blog. I haven’t even been vegan anymore, I’ve basically gone back to eating paleo, except I still have potatoes, corn & rice. But no gluten, dairy, or eggs. And I have no digestive problems and everything tastes good & I don’t have to cook it, so I can’t complain.
What I really want to do is start a 90’s blog. Patrick thinks it’s silly but I don’t care. I am truly obsessed with the 90’s. I want to do reviews of movies, shows & books from the 90’s, and do short stories (500-1500 words) based on 90’s rock song titles, and post about my favorite fashion icons & trends of the 90’s.. maybe even take screenshots from 90210 and Clueless and stuff like that. And do fashion posts where I pose in my own modern take on 90’s outfits from Claire Danes or Drew Barrymore or Gwen Stefani or Jennifer Aniston.
I just don’t want to post about my life, because who cares? I don’t care. I am sick of reading personal blogs (no offense to anyone) and want to get far away from that naval gazing.
I also am dying to take pictures of someone besides just my son. Like he’s gorgeous, but that can’t be all I photograph. Gonna start doing landscapes, and I am meeting up with a model soon who might become my muse. And I’m looking into buying some watercolors, charcoal pastels & oil paints (maybe).
I feel like now that my son is nearing 2 years old, being a mom can’t be the only thing I am or do. It can’t.